Confused

Do you like me or not i need to know i don't know if i want you but i know i don't want no one to have you. I don't want to have sex with I want it to mean something. You say friends with benefits i say no way. i don't what no one to have you and if i cant have you then i don't want you. sometimes i feel like my mind is with you but my heart with another. My heart with the other knows nothing about it he knows how i feel about you but no about him. I get the feeling of a future with you but the feeling of affection from him. None of you care and None of you know just how long and how much i think of you two. I wish i had all the answers i wish this made since. life never does. I think i know what to say i just can't find a way.why can't love be simple. why is life so hard. will the answer come to me. I will never know........