Friday, April 30, 2010
TIme is Slipping Away From Me
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Saturday, April 17, 2010
The Brandon Saga Continues
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Thursday, April 15, 2010
Not much to Say
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Wednesday, April 14, 2010
What the Fernando
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Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Back at School
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Sunday, April 11, 2010
Spring Break is Over
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Friday, April 9, 2010
BLogging
Well i don't know when I will be able to blog again. I will try and see if I can blog in Digital Input. So here is the update on "I don't have any Friends?" I sent the text and they said O.k so I figure we are going to talk about it when we get to school. Brandon got me my charger but I won't get it till Monday. . . I figure I should be nice to him till I get the charger. I am on the look out for a job I really need one. My mom wants me to but a house with her, but thats not a good idea. I need to be free, I can't take another year living with her. I should look online, but online job searching is hard I will keep you posted...
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Thursday, April 8, 2010
I have No Friends???
I been thinking Brittany and Tiara are supposed to be my BFFs forever. Why aren't we friends no more. I don't want to walk across the stage knowing that would be the last time I see them again. We all said some things that were not exactly nice. I'm going to send out the text to rekindle our friendship, I hate not being able to talk to them. I really do miss them. I can't let 5 years go down the drain. I'm not going to let it end like this. I can't do that. I have to try. trying never hurt.
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Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Missing my Love
Why can't I get him out my head. Why should I love you when you love her. I get it she's having your baby, but she don't deserve you. I'm the one standing here with open arms ready to give you my heart but you won't take it. you want her heart. she doesn't want your heart.this don't make no sense to me but, it doesn't matter now your gone I can't see till July, then its back to the Army. Harley......how did this happen???
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My Recent thoughts
So I have came to a decision about my Brandon problem. I figured that he will never change. All he cares about is sex and he doesn't care who he hurts to get it. I am not strong enough to resist him when he wants me, so the best thing for me is to stop being friends with him. I can't be friends with him, my self-esteem can't take that kind of abuse no more. I deserve better and I want better for myself. I can't be a better person with people like him bringing me down. I just hope that one day he will learn his lesson and stop treating girls the way he does. I feel so sorry for both him and his girlfriend. She is so stupid not to see that he cheats on her with anything with a vagina. I want to tell her that I fucked him, but that won't make anything better. she knows that he cheated on her once, she is still with him. I guess you have to let people make their own mistakes.
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Monday, April 5, 2010
This could be the start of a scandal....
So I went to see my ex boyfriend Brandon today. I needed a charger and he supposedly wanted to talk. I hate the fact that he can get anything he wants from me. We ended up having sex. I told him no, but he forced himself on me. I didn't want to but he just kept going so i just stopped fighting it and gave in. I probably wouldn't feel so bad if he lasted more than a minute. After the deed was done i went to Jose's house to get high and forget about what i did. I was pissed when it was all gone, but i bummed a ride. I wonder why he always runs back to me. Should I tell his girlfriend we fucked. I wish i could put Brandon behind me and close that chapter of my life, but every time i think he is out my life i turn around and he is threr
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