Spring Break is Over

Well it's Sunday, and Harley is gone and I miss him I haven't talked to him since the day I left for the survival field trip. Its going to be hard not seeing him in school at lunch. Hopefully I will be able to see him In July when he goes on leave. At least he wrote me an e-mail, it made me feel a hole lot better to know he won't be totally out of my life. In other news we go back to school tomorrow. I wonder what new journeys awaits me when I get back. It seems like after every relationship ends a new one follows right behind it I hope the next guy I pick is better than all the others. Lately I've been looking back on my past Boyfriends in high school. I wonder if its me and not them. They never seem to care for me as much as I want them to or as much as i thought they did, but its whatever even the frog princess had to kiss a couple of toads to find her prince charming. I have so much faith that I will find my charming, I mean everybody has to get there happy ending at some point in there sad little life. There is no way my whole entire life is destine to be shitty. I just can't bring myself to believe that and I won't believe that. I just have to work harder to get what I want. I'll keep you posted!!