TIme is Slipping Away From Me

So I've been haveing a string of bad luck. The computer cord broke and i wasn't able to get back on the computer for awhile because it was dead and wouldn't charge. My cell phone fell in the lake at Watermakin Park, and then there is Brandon. :( He got me thinking about him again. sometime I think I might love him, but I hate the way he treats me. So I guess thats why i tend to stray away from him. He tell me he still has feelings for me and I want to talk to him before the senior finals. I want to make sure that if something good can happen to our relatioship that it happens before the year is up. I don't want him calling me out the blue telling me his feelings beacuse i will not want anything to do with him. This time after he get out my head I want him stay that way "out of my head". I think I might get Fernando to do some digging for me they seem to be cool now, but idk. speaking of Fernando his girlfriend thinks I like him. which is kinda sad that she can see it and he can't, but she thinks he likes me too. I personaly think Fer is just a flirt. Today was the senior picnic It was fun. Its sad really I will miss everybody there I've actully talked to people I've known for a long time but never really said a word to. Graduation Day is comming up fast......A little to fast if u ask me every thing seems like a blurr...